So Confusing Dave East

[Intro]
I feel cursed, my nigga
No but all the niggas my age and older
Got they niggas around, you know what I'm sayin'?
This shit different, man
Uh

[Verse 1]
My heart done got so cold tryna make a way (Tryna make a way, cold)
You gotta keep it rollin', that's what they would say (That's what they would say, rollin')
I been searchin' for the strength, just livin' day-to-day (Just livin' day-to-day, that all)
Trapper to rapper, don't matter, I'm tryin' to make a play (Let's go)
You never know how life gon' hit you, until you live it
Can't be talking about the shit you 'bout to do, until you did it (Go do it)
Lawyer good, nigga might've did it, but he got acquitted
On the court you can't just be travellin', you know you gotta pivot (Ooh)
Dreamin' of a speedboat
Smokin', having conversations with niggas that need coke
Half of y'all never seen broke (Never seen)
I've seen my whole life flash in a minute (Flash)
Nightmares, scared to sleep, thought I was actually in it

[Chorus]
It's so confusin'
Felt like I was winning, just to find out I was losin' (Losin')
We ain't know no better, if we could sell it, we gon' move it
Tired of tattin' homies in my mind, I'm 'bout to lose it (Lose)
Came up with a plan, we got some grams and started boomin' (Boom)
Tell me you love me but you hate me, it's so confusin'
Made it out and still ain't get to live, it's so confusin' (It's so confusin')
I gotta get a dollar just so it ain't no confusion (I gotta get a dollar)