My Meds Aren’t Working Dystopia

[Verse 1]
My body still clings to life
Only my spirit has died inside
I pray for death every night
But I keep waking up alive

[Chorus]
I cut myself for infliction
And I still spit at my reflection
I hate everything I am
I have my friends to thank for that

[Verse 2]
So I keep taking my meds
And I do what my doctor says
I hate myself more everyday
I guess I'll always be this way

[Chorus]
I've learned that love is dead
And people just get fucked instead
And all the while making friends
Just to fuck them in the end

[Hook]
Everyone I touch infects me
Cancer in flesh there’s death all around
Everyone I touch, I infect them
Black and dead is my heart