Wakin’ Up Depressed (Edited Lyrics) ​​​​​​nascar aloe (Ft. Ogi abi)

[Intro]
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah

[Chorus]
I cross my i's and I dot my t's
There's a "why" in everything brought up to me
And every night, it's so hard to sleep
In nightmares, there's a tad bit of beauty, I guess
I asked my dad "are you proud of me?"
I'm overthinking, he don't mean it, he don't say it with his chest
A couple demons woken out of me
Is this another fuckin' reason why I'm wakin' up depressed?

[Verse]
Unsatisfied
Need a different state of mind
Before I get left behind
Forget it, it's nothin'
Can't change no given eyes
Even when I get demised
Don't mean to victimize
But must admit, I'm strugglin'
Can't keep my head up
Ahh, hoe, I'm fed up
Why am I so messed up?
I just need to step up
Instead of sobbin', everything cryin'
[?]
Whenever I try not to fucking cry
When she used to see me eye-to-eye