On the Edge Hi-Rez

[Intro]
I can not love
I can not trust
Waste too much time by giving a fuck
Feel everything I do isn't enough
Clock has been ticking, but time isn't up
I fight with myself
Got to make right by myself
Tears in my eyes while I write by myself
Depressed for a while
Put my life on the shelf
Wasn't fucking with nobody else

[Verse 1]
I was so stagnant
Life was just passing
I was so jealous of people who laughin'
Felt like my life was beginning to crash
And I found someone else that was equally damaged
I guess that pain could bring people together
And fuel the desire and fire for passion
Then I went through it
And no one was riding
For me, I felt like my whole life was collapsing
Thought I was happy
I was just actin'
It's such a place I could never imagine
Thought about quitting on that flight to New York before I got paid for McDonald's for rapping
You could keep sayin' I'm trash
Guarantee that I'm an artist that's gonna be lastin'
And sweater and shit you could tell me
I already know if you dream it then that shit could happen
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