Wonder CalenRaps

[Verse 1]
Yeah Turn me up
And I hate that I can't live forever
Cause that's how long it would take me to get my shit together
And Lily told me she'll leave me, but only if I let her
I really thought this would be easy but it don't get no better
I told her I can't be involved cause I just quit my job
And I don't know how much it cost to find the shit we lost
And I spent so much time with you that I just miss my dogs
You was the drug to get me through and I still get withdrawals
See bae I think about the summer time 100 times a day
Before you had to move a couple 100 miles away
Before I had your mascara running down your face
I don't know if we was perfect or just in a perfect place
But yo I miss those moments
I know you need it but I just don't want it
I never knew that by you leaving I would get so lonely
But now I'm all messed up, yeah you hate it when I'm on that stuff
Go and get faded when the going gets tough

[Chorus]
Cause I'm afraid that if I'm sober I might notice that it's over
My heart is getting colder the farther I get from closure
Nothing lasts forever this was destined all along
I wonder where we'd be if I had never done you wrong
I wonder
Sometimes I wonder
Nothing lasts forever this was destined all along
I wonder where we'd be if I had never done you