Brothers POV Stefflon Don

[Chorus]
Look, I just wanna sleep and never wake up
I don't feel good, I ain't got my cake up
I'm all alone, ain't got no family, just fake love
I just wanna ease the pain, so I take drugs
I don't talk to my brothers and that hurts 'nough
Lookin' in the mirror, ugly, I don't feel buff
My sis told me close my eyes and imagine love
I started to cry cah
I don't even know how to feel that shit, I don't like me
I don't want kids, I don't want 'em to be like me
Such a fuckin' fuck up, does my mother even like me?
In and out of jail cah I'm too fuckin' shiesty
I'm a piece of shit, all they wanna do is wipe me
Concrete, livin' in this hell, I'm like, "Why me?"
Measurin' progression through the pressure with no time piece
I ain't learnin' lessons, I'm just stressin' with no wifey
Temper tiny, I beg a boy try me

[Verse]
If you really ready for the comeback
Everybody leaves, but they never come back
Wake up in the mornin', sippin' cognac
I wish I was a kid again
Wish I was playin' in the park on the swing again
With Pablo, eatin' treats, summer breeze
Pickin' up my shoes, climbin' in the trees
Way before I smoked trees
Didn't care about the P's, just the G's
Oh God, I just wanna feel free, whatever happened to me?
It's like I'm fuckin' cursed and I don't know why
When I speak, I don't smile and, no, I ain't shy
It's 'cause my teeth's fucked up and I don't feel nice
I ain't got no confidence, so I get high
I fuckin' hate this shitty piss pie they call life
I'm misunderstood and judged by the masses
I don't wanna be seen, I wanna vanish