​happiness (demo) Call Me Karizma

[Chorus]
Would you believe me if I told you I was happy?
Would you give a fuck or even ask me?
For some reason I can't seem
To find my happiness, happiness
'Cause I don't know what happy is, happy is
Maybe I should try
'Cause I forgot what my smile looks like

[Verse 1]
Barricade myself inside my room
Not leaving my bed until it's noon
I'm more sad than everyone assumes
I'm good at hiding how I feel from you
Got a feeling, I don't want a feeling
Everybody tell me I'm nuts
Honestly, I just wanna be a little better than I was last month
And I don't mean to start a problem with you
But I got a lot of problems too
And I don't think you can fix them
But if you're willing to listen

[Chorus]
Would you believe me if I told you I was happy?
Would you give a fuck or even ask me?
For some reason I can't seem
To find my happiness, happiness
'Cause I don't know what happy is, happy is
Maybe I should try (Maybe I should try)
'Cause I forgot what my smile looks like