Wish that i needed u, less than i did I'm Geist (Ft. Sadboykana)

[Verse: I'm Geist]
Said it wasn't meant to be
I crossed a line
A line that you know you shouldn’t have drawn
I guess it was the ecstasy
The happiness
A time that you knew wouldn't last long
Baby you were everything
And I mean everything that I had to call a home
So why'd you make me build these walls around me love
Now honestly I feel like such a joke

[Verse 2: I'm Geist]
So how to open up to a liar?
You know I’d hold your hand so close even if it's over fires
And I can hate you all I want but you're the one I admire
A dire feeling strikеs my heart in ways I never dеsired
I'm tired
Staying sober but my brain won't rewire
And I‘ll never text you back so keep me blocked it won't matter
And I swear my heart's been hurting, it won't stop, it’s been shattered
Oh maybe in a different life you would have loved me like I loved you
(Like I loved you)

[Verse 3: Kana]
Catch me I’m falling
Falling again
Rain has come over
Says that we're friend
I feel so dead again
Lay in my bed
Wonder what’s left for me
Wonder again
You were not good for me
I have regrets
Wish that I needed you
Less than I did
Holes in my chest
Scars I can't fix
I'm just like glass
Broken again