Solanine Rav

[Verse 1]
When I'm lucid I wish to lose id, Instead I lose it
Self consumed, in my room pursuing music
Momma asking "Where the fruits is? Why are you useless?
Why are you clueless about the world? Rav, your room stinks!"
She thinks I don't give two shits
Truth is, she might be right
I fail to see the light in both gold and family pride
Am I the catcher in the rye? Batshit in disguise?
Tossed reality for an imaginable life?
Bout to be kicked out the house, get detached from paradise
Only recognize this then, mirror shows a parasite
With a shifty pair of eyes
In this shifting paradigm
I ain't shit, apparently
Parents think that I don't try
Trying to fight the system, bound to play into its hands, man
They say stay grounded, but the floor is lava for the madman
Upside down approach, in the lava doing handstands
Probably ain't no different, just a bad plan

[Hook]
{​​​​​​​This is what it feels like}​​​​​​​ repeated
This is what real life feels like
Whenever you feel nice, realize
Yo, I gotta take advice
There's a demon lurking in this town
I gotta jump the rail of life
This is what real life feels like
Yup, this is what real life feels like