No Matter How Hard I Try (Demo) Sinéad O'Connor

[Verse 1]
No matter how hard I try
I can't make you recognize me
Or even see my face
Though I shut down the place
No matter how hard I cry
You aren't able to try
And you're like a broken door
I could cry forever more
No matter how hard I try
I can't make like I
Don't care that our marriage died
No matter how hard I try

[Verse 2]
My friends say to me
"Darling, don't be so unhappy
You just need to know you're lovely"
But it's not that easy
When you can't love me
How can I believe I'm lovely
Or know how to begin
I can just take it on the chin
You don't forgive anything
You forget everything
What about the joy I bring?
No matter how hard you try
You can make like I didn't give birth to your child