Suffocation BlessMyColdWorld (Ft. Daughter)

[Hook: Daughter]
I’m wasted, losing time
I’m a foolish, fragile spine
I want all that is not mine
And they will all agree that I’m a suffocator
I should go down quietly

[Verse 1: Bless]
But I bet I won’t
Losing all you have is never enough for me, right?
Never mind my wants; don’t let my past haunt me
I honestly might, just be better off without this
Even I can obviously fight; even if I had heart, I work hard, no time to use it
Indecisive as Dwight; if what I write down doesn’t work
Blink twice; no emotion; everyone loves life
Choking, weed smoke when I hit the stair well
Hit someone’s face with a blank stare, well it scared her
If I run away, will that make things better?
While I’m struggling to think; contemplating on whether I would ever even say
Or express how I’m feeling every single day, even when I was with Vale
Answer this: Tell me what’s worse
Not having parents at all, or having two people that honestly never cared?
Never mind hip-hop; this is life; explain why I’m wrong when I only did right
Or at least, tried my hardest to impress y’all
Even though I failed every single night
That’s cool though
Because now, I know our history and y’all screwed us
So, now I’m the black sheep of our family, which I find to be screwed up
And with that being said, I’ll never diss anyone, I just needed to vent
But how could you understand where I’m coming from, if you’ve never been? (Whoa)