Recovery ERROR SVI

I don't wrap no fucking pack
And i don't kill no fucking people
All these people with some expectations
Never fucking lethal
I've been working hard for life
But my past involved illegal
I've been trying to understand
Trying to be better man'
Trying to move past the shit
That i'll never wash off my hands
There's never no promises in a life full of questions
Ive been feeling depressed and i get off my ass
But i'm fatigued and i'm tired
Like why that bitch try to drown me
Why i'm feeling so empty
Like why my friends fucking doubt me
Trying to love till it's gone
I put my heart in my songs
Fuck a face mask wearing fan that hates when i'm gone
Like can i mosh to this one?
I fucking promised myself that it is one then i'm gone

I fucking hated myself
You fucking taken my health
But i've recovered from that shit and now i'm taking the belt
I'm not here for the wealth
I'm taking care of myself
I'm busting in with a reason and you can't take what i've felt