If I’m Honest Missy Higgins

Darling, if I'm honest
You've been on my mind
On my mind all day
And lately, if I'm honest
I can't bring myself
To think no other way

I've been doing all kinds of reckless things
To forget your face
Like going out on the town
Spreading around all that love I kept for you

But no one touches me like you used to
It's a shame but it's true
Nobody loves me the way that you used to

And darling, I've been moving
Through seas of faces
Hoping to meet your stare
And dancing towards any strangers
With your crazy eyes
Or way with golden hair

I've been trying all kinds of useless ways just
To push it all down
Like spinning around
Spinning around 'till I fall on to the ground