​life is a death scene, princess Foxtails

Festering
Make known the names of
Deviances so
Pushed aside by unwilling tides
Sunshine as kryptonite

Surrendering
Come to terms with a chasm deepening
Is the fight still in me?
I've been matched with a face I can’t see

Momentarily alive
I wanted to apologize
For what I've done or what I haven't
It’s hard to decide

Momentarily alive
Is the grass greener on the other side?
I catch glimpses from days I can manage to jump high to peek
And somehow I'm colorblind

Petulant
Trivial attachmеnts to arrogance
Cognitive dissonance at its bеst
Grown so damn tired of games and tests
Why can't I rest