‌horrible advice Sewerperson & branwen

[Verse 1]
(branwen)
As life goes up, I feel these new emotions stronger
But feeling shit just bring myself back
Good, I have been blessed right now, but in this rut
I can escape that for the night
Right now, I need that so bad
I crave to be mortified right now
The moment's wasted unless I am scarred somehow
It sounds crazy but think about it outside of context
If I were harmed there, I promise that I wouldn't forget that
But I won't recover anytime soon, but hey
I can't party like I swear I used to
Still, I pitch my bottle when I blow on this bluе
But I don't date now 'cause I'm broken in this body, it's not you, ah

[Chorus]
I should'vе taken her advice
I'm up, but I been scared of the height lately
'Cause it seems I'll be brought back to real life
No matter what's the situation, you still my baby
But with how she thinks she blows my mind
Thank tonic and double gins all night
I'm honest when I say you're my wife
I regret what I said in that blight now