Give Up My Ghost Get Scared

[Intro: Nicholas Matthews]
Yeah!

[Verse 1: Nicholas Matthews]
Tongue-twisted lines, bitter symphony
I'll be the trustworthy side to my suffering
I've got a hit list for this sickness
So don't try to fucking sell me on a deathwish
Why? I've been here once before

[Pre-Chorus: Nicholas Matthews]
'Cause I've been fighting all my life
It's all the same, I wasted all my time (In hopes to get it right)
Severed all my ties, and now I know where to go
There's so much they don't know

[Chorus: Nicholas Matthews and Bradley Iverson]
Maybe I should give up my ghost and live forever
Too hard to take, feels like I'm worlds away
I don't wanna go this alone, it's now or never
Too hard to say so I suffocate, suffocate

[Verse 2: Nicholas Matthews]
I should've known, should've known they were sick of me
Led me to play selfish games for the sympathy
I went insane, turned my allies into enemies
Then fucking left them a problematic, awkward status