​chaos. ​unknxwn.

[Chorus]
I can't seem to give this feeling that's inside outside of me
Rather see you silent than to see you fucking lie to me
Born into a prison, luckily I am an escapee, steady killing beats
You asked me how, reply chaotically
Life full of chaos, I can't even cope
Because I overthink every thought of my hope
Always depressed, always keep it inside
Only time I breathe out when I let out the smoke
Can't even do what it is that I please
Because evеrything costs and I'm too fucking broke
You wanna know why I'm fucking depressеd?
You can pay some attention to shit that I wrote

[Verse]
Some people lie about it, die about it
I just choose to write about it, heart so cold
My tears are frozen, I can't even cry about it
I hate that I have came to be the person that I am
Yeah she told me all her fucking problems, all I said was damn
No, I don't even wanna be this way
Instinct of survival just so I can see another day
Hit me up, I won't reply cause I ain't got no time to waste
If I sense that you don't care then you can leave, I will not chase
I ain't got nobody by my side, I ride alone
Happy thoughts I used to have
Replaced my thoughts I wish were gone
No more hope to stay unspoken
Breaking like my fucking bones
People used to come to me for help
But now I've changed my tone
I can tell they see, they don't wanna deal with me
So some fucking rotten devil said don't make no deal with me
I've been walking down this lonely road for a long time
Now this hate consumes my body
There's no love that you can find