I Won’t Say That I’m Okay Front Porch Step

I won’t hold my tongue.
I’m not okay without you here.
I guess what’s done is done.
I feel so exposed without you near.
And I won’t say that I’m okay
‘Cause you taught me not to lie
So know that I’ll miss you every day.

You always taught me to be good
And always do my best to be selfless
But I know that God is holding you
And I am so damn jealous.
‘Cause I miss your arms around me
And the way you make me laugh
Now I’m stuck inside this prison
That says you’re never coming back

So I’m sitting in my room
As I try to write this song
I’m so sorry that it’s not good enough
It’s just that everything seems wrong.
And I keep bursting into tears
Because the pain won’t go away
Because the father took my best friend
And said she cannot come out to play.
Anymore.