Get to Choose Ryan Caraveo

[Verse 1]
Since I was prepubescent, my life was bleak and hectic
Indeed neglected, I never learned how to be connected
Sometimes I wish I became a crooked police detective
So I could reach into my brain and just delete the records
Treated less than by my dad, at least he feed and dressed him
My measly essencе spent every week just clеaning messes
"Hey, dad. Maybe later, we could-"
"Shut up, eat your breakfast."
He said he loved me once, guess there's no need to readdress it
Egregious lessons taught me that I'm a nuisance
Don't know where I'd be if music never had an influence
Hearing songs that were rooted in the lack of inclusion
'Cause back as a student that's what I stewed in
I guess that was the blueprint to make me this way
And put all of this hate on display
Instead of wasting away, cradle to grave
Or found in my bathtub, filleted with a blade
I just pray that fortune really do favor the brave

[Chorus]
But I like me now, this is new
Wish I would stick around, but I don't get to choose
I like me now, this is new
Wish I would stick around, but I don't get to, get to
Cho-o-ose
Cho-o-ose
Cho-o-ose
Cho-o-ose