My Collapse Our Last Night

Maybe it's too good to last
Waiting for my collapse
Wanted from a broken past
Waiting for my collapse

I wake up to sunlight shining
See the window on the bed where you're lying
It's been too good for too long
Only a matter of time
Am I a sucker for the self-destruction?
Is this hell with a sweet interruption?
I'm never really living in the moment at all
At all

Maybe it's too good to last
Waiting for my collapse
Wanted from a broken past
Waiting for my collapse
I don't really wanna be like this
Even when I'm happy it's tragic
Thinking it's too good to last
Waiting for my collapse

Waiting for my collapse

I cut ties before you say you're over it
I'm blurring lines like I don't even give a shit
I can't lose what I never had
In the first place
I sabotage like a ticking time bomb
So when it's gone I can say that it's my fault
I'm never really giving my whole heart at all
At all