Parties Lil Xtra

[Verse 1]
I was thinking 'bout my friends house
How we used to go to parties
And how I never thought you'd be there
But you always seemed to be there (Regardless)
And I was feeling kinda homesick
'Cause nothing really feels like home no more
Yeah, it feels a little different
These days all my friends are drinking on my porch
And I guess that I would change a few things
Not the ones you think I would
I would squeeze a little tighter
Try a little harder if I could

[Chorus]
And I don't even listen to what my friends say
The things they planned for future years
Love something and let it kill them
A few more laughs, a few less tears
I hope my homie's happy out there
I lost it somewhere, I don't know
If I ever get better, then I'm still trying
I really gotta learn to let things go

[Verse 2]
'Cause I was thinking 'bout my friends house
And how we're really not friends no more, no more
I don't think he would've gone to bat for me
When you wouldn't even help me off the floor
I was thinking 'bout the days ahead
All the words that I said that I'm not sure I regret
But I really wish you could've seen me achieve these dreams
And believe I'm not done yet
It's okay to look back sometimes
If you keep pushing ahead
I haven't seen you in a long time
But you know I cared for you