Misery Disciple

[Intro]
I don't want help, I don't wanna get better
All I want is your sympathy
Can't stop myself, can't keep it together
'Cause I'm in love with the misery

[Verse 1]
Don't try to tell me it's all for something
Don't try to tell me the scars were a part of the plan
Don't try to tell me I'm more than nothing
I found a comfort in being the victim

[Pre-Chorus]
Look in my eyes
Do I seem fine
I'm not alright
I am so far from alright

I don't want help, I don't wanna get better
All I want is your sympathy
Can't stop myself, can't keep it together
'Cause I'm in love with the misery
I'll do the motions you seek
I'll pray the words that you speak
But you won't get to this heart locked inside of me
I don't want help, I don't wanna get better
'Cause I'm in love with the misery