Monsters YelloPain (Ft. Ricia)

Ricia:

I wish I could talk to the monsters
Have a conversation with the monsters
Ask them if they even know they’re monsters
I wonder if they even know they’re monsters

YelloPain:

I just wanna talk to you one time
I really don't want to, but I have to, gotta ask you
Did you really have to?
My trust wasn’t even that bad and I would’ve put it past you
Now I don’t trust shit
Cause you wanna do that little dumb shit
I wonder if you went to sleep that night
Prolly felt bad, slept it off, woke up, ate something? Right
I ain't eat nothin, way too disgusted, bitch!
I was up cryin pain in my stomach, bitch!
Was you just trynna help you or control me?
I hope it helped you cause it broke me
I went to the pew to consult me
But it didn’t change, I can never be the old me
Feeling lonely and I ain’t want no one to hold me
Cause I ain’t wanna meet another you!
Prolly take a day, or a year, to get over for you
But for me I don’t think I’m gettin through it
When I have kids Imma be so overprotective
Play detective cause I can’t let
Knowing what you did to me, happen to them, not again
I hope you know I cry sometimes
I wonder if that gives you strength
I don’t know how you feel, but I feel like shit, for real
Really almost slit my wrists, for real
Bet you ain't know I have nightmares did you? (did you?)
Bet you prolly don’t care
Prolly somewhere with a smile on your face
Not knowing that I feel this way, damn