Reject Merkules

[Verse]
The plot thickens, I'm lost drinkin' this hard liquor
I'm trynna put together pieces of this cropped picture
I wrote this record with my finger in a fogged mirror
And as soon as I was honest then it got clearer
They say I talk about anxiety too much
But sobriety's too tough and I can't hide it when I'm drunk
They say I talk about the pressure way too often
I was walkin' on the beach and found my message in a bottle
My head was full of sorrow and my centerpiece was hollow
I look happy on the surface but what's underneath the potholes?
It's not that easy just to change if I wanted to
When I maybe responsible for the pain that you all been through
I've been basically walkin' across the plank with no socks or shoes
But I hope you know I love you by the way that I talk to you
Cause, the good days can turn into bad days
And the bad days make it hard to have else

[Chorus]
I'm a fuk up
And I ate that I am this way
I'm a lowlife
I use a mask to disguise my pain
I'm a douchebag
I blame you cause I won't blame myself
I'm a reject
But I'm honest and I need your help
I'm a fuk up
And I ate that I am this way
I'm a lowlife
I use a mask to disguise my pain
I'm a douchebag
I blame you cause I won't blame myself
I'm a reject
But I'm honest and I need your help
I swear I need your help