Check Request Denied A Wilhelm Scream

I see you again, a painful reminder
A casualty of acquaintance
Looking for the first fuck-up
God knows you must be tired

The cross you bear, your favorite shelter
The forget me not of that loyal temper
Smell you later, friends
Who's gonna pay for this shit? Well, that depends

You're sad
That you had to miss it
But you're glad
You weren't involved

When a shock to the ribs or a kick to the head
Didn't open up your lying eyes
Despite the anger and dissent
With our regrets, your check request's denied

I stared at heaven through the gates of hell
Liked the weather, couldn't stand the smell
And still I spit out razors from my bitter eyes

Tall as a banana fence, blasting cigarettes
Dull as any hammer gets, twice the mess
Don't trust me or my temper
When I get drunk, I lie