Californication Remix Merkules

[Bridge]
I've been struggling a lot lately
Why's it feel like its world war 3
Is this real, have I gone crazy
Screaming bloody murder while I'm on my knees
What the fuck did I do
To deserve the shit I go through
Red or blue pill, I don't know what one to choose
So lie to me I don't wanna know the truth
'Cause I've been falling apart
I've been lost in the dark

[Verse 1]
And it's been hard I just gotta face it
I just want peace, I don't want your medication
It's trauma that I'm facing
Got me lost inside the matrix
So I'm confident
My confidence has constantly been vacant
Honestly I hate it
Let me hide out in the basemеnt
Haven't been a people pеrson
I don't got a lot of patience
It makes me wonder if that thing they call insanity
Has gradually been manifesting what the fuck is happening
I don't know what other changes I can make
But the devil keeps on sayin I should see him face to face