​show me a sign Lil Darkie

[Verse 1]
J-J-J-Jump out of bed and take a hit right to the face
Caffeinated water got me moving fast and lifting weights
E-E-Eyes red like they irritated, hit with mace
Keep the pace, motherfucker, this life is a race (Uh)
Keep the pace (Keep the pace)
Keep the pace (Keep the pace)
Keep the pace (Keep the pace)
Keep the pace, uh
Took too many edibles, my heart is beating out my chest
I can't sleep at night, it feels like God don't want to let me rest
Everyday obsessing about how I'm going to be the best
Desire is a fire that burn everything, make you depressed
Guess the lesson is there's no escape while you're alive
Take advantage of the way my brain has evolved to survive
Sell me shit I do not need and make me feel like it's a prize
When the consequences of your actions come, don't act surprised (Uh)
There's no freedom from the need until the day you die
I think I'ma take a walk and soak in all the sunshine

[Verse 2]
Everything so beautiful outside, it make me want to cry
Family is having children, get the feelin' it's my time
To leave my youth behind and draw a line up in the sand
I hope my son and daughter share some of the lines that fill my hand
I've grown apart from certain people, I hope they understand
"I just know you're broke, you'd trade your homies for a hundred bands"
I'ma feed my family and take 'em to the promised land
I'ma go out knowing that I grew into an honest man
You gon' go out sad, pushing everyone you know away
Tryna get to paradise? Follow me, I think I know a way
Every song I make is great, even the ones I throw away
I meet lots of people, so don't trip if I don't know your name
My memory is bad from years of smoking 24/7 and food from 7-Eleven
Loss of innocence, I know there ain't no Santa or heaven
Fuck a studio session, this Christmas, get me a weapon