Break the Fever Left To Suffer

So give it up, there's no time to regret
And in this world is there supposed to be an ending?
I see it clearly now
They build me up just to push me down
But why'd it hurt so bad
When we all seem to be so sad?
And I'm fighting every day with depression
When societies answer is suppression

And I'm getting so damn tired
Of living alone with my past mistakes
So pick it up, pick it up, pick it up
The world's just never going to give a fuck
So come on

And I've been fighting with it every day
Trying come up with solutions try to numb out the pain, yeah
And I'm dizzy and spinning trying to throw up unwilling
To givе it up and out last the day

I sink to the floor and I stare at thе ceiling and it makes me sick
I twist this cap and I take these pills just trying to sweat out the illness

Built only from pain and I'm counting down the days
Fear me, do you feel afraid?
Genuinely, viciously sick
Slowly sedating me, you bitch