DESPITE MY DEMISE UNAVERAGE GANG (Ft. Schizo)

[Verse 1: T.R.I.P.]
Yuh
Don’t wanna sound like a bitch, but fuck it, man
I gotta lot of fuckin' problems, y’all won’t understand
And lately, my mental state been driving me fuckin' crazy
If I'm being honest most of the time I'm fuckin' lazy
Mostly everybody always told me that I’m selfish
But honestly I can’t help the fact I feel helpless
If I tell the truth, I'ma piece of shit
My heart is in a hundred pieces, it’s been broken since a kid
Teary eyes writing this letter for these days to get better
Every night I’m sweating, crying feeling under the weather
Deep emotions demonic thoughts think I’m losing conscious
The devil telling me I’m almost out of fuckin options
Only thing that keeps me going is my girlfriends face
Without her, I would’ve killed my myself and left this place
Yea
I would’ve left this place
But I’m saved for the moment, Thanks

[Hook: SCHIZO]
I’m dying inside
From the poison in my life
Am I wasting my time
From these tears that I cry
I’m dying inside
From the poison in my life
Am I wasting my time
From these tears that I cry