St. Pancras J.Pappas (Ft. Jxlen & Lizzy McAlpine)

Verse 1 [J.Pappas]

How many times do I got to tell you no
I’ve been poisoning my mind
Walking down the wrong roads
Long nights in my thoughts
Turn them into dreams when I wake
Is it brave to come to terms with your mistakes?
All I needed was a break
So I hopped right on that train to run away
Struggling with grief and fighting demons everyday
And when I pray, I wonder if there’s any truth to what I say
I’ll fill a bucket full of water just to wash my sins away
But I’m a champion
Play anthems and get joy from all my pain
Penning strong for when it rains
So ain’t no smudge up on my page
I celebrate on all my losses
Have a toast to better days
Let’s play our music in a rage
To clеar the mind trapped in a cage
Yеt I
Don’t think I’ve done enough
I’ll never do enough
I’ll always be the runner up
Wishing for Better luck
My luck doesn’t define me
Better leave those thoughts behind me till I’m good