Tired Of Love Yxng Maz

Nowadays im constantly in denial
So i pray for my idols
Right hand upon bible
Other hand stuck on my rifle
As i aim it at my rivals
Leave them dead on arrival
Bodies left in piles
We'll see them for fucking miles
As we do it again
Bitch im going
Never gonna sin
Just tryna take my spot n win
The chances of making it are very slim
So i gotta work until i skim
Its to the point where i feel a connection
But i dont know if your coming from the same direction
So fuck love cause im tired of it
The misleading events that force me to die with it
Thoughts of what could have happened if it went how it did in my mind
Realising that im not good enough and im wasting my time
At least thats how i feel inside
Im being told otherwise
But my misleading mindset tells me its all lies
So i let out small bursts of cries
But the truth is i dont think ill find love whilst im still alive
The truth is i dont think ill find love whilst im still alive