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[Verse 1]
I am standing on the edge of returning or just running away
I am letting myself look the other way
And the hardest part in all of this is
I don't think I know my way back home
Is it worth the journey, or do I let my heart settle here?

[Chorus]
How cold have I become?
I didn't want to
Lose you by what I'd done
Caught in the grey

[Verse 2]
I don't want to look you in the eyes, you might call me away
I don't want to give you the chance to make me stay
And the hardest part in all of this is
I know my way back, I don't want to go
And let you see, all that has become of me

I should've known, I should've known
I didn't have a chance

[Chorus]
How cold have I become?
I didn't want to
Lose you by what I'd done
Caught in the grey
It burns for a moment but
But then it numbs you
Takes you and leaves you just
Caught in the grey