Recluse Grieves

Yeah, I pushed the boat out - I'm floating on faith
Got a I-don't-give-a-shit look stuck on my face
I guess that I've become a product of the castle gates
Dug a moat around my heart and filled it up with pain
I went and poured it on the rocks with my last album
So thick that a normal person would pass out from
Now something of which I used to confide in
Got me sittin in silence, propping open my eyelids
Stupid - I just want to listen to the music
Fade in to the background and drink until the rooms spinnin'
So move some, there ain't nothing left to see here
The only words I'm a pay attention to are "free beer"
So leave me here like a cricket in a matchbox
Cash in my good luck and spend it on a padlock
The bad thoughts and the whiskey are better company than bullshit
So just leave it and go

I don't want to go outside today
No, I want to be left alone
I don't want to put the mask on my face
No, I want to be left alone
I don't want to get up out my bed
I want to be left alone
Didn't hear a goddamn word you said
Go home