Suicidal Revenge Sinneyy

[Intro]
Suicide's a major public health problem in this country
And like other external causes of death—accidents, homicides
Suicides are also considered an external cause of death
It might be that we don't know for sure if somebody really intends to or not
And the individual might not be certain either
But we certainly want to give them some help

[Verse 1]
The more that I try, the more that I want
More that I grind, the more that I shine
The more that I stride, the more that I stunt
The more that I preach, the more that they leave
The more that I cry, the harder to trust
The harder to love, the harder, the harder
The more I lie, the harder to die
The more I leave, I'm harder to love
I'm harder to teach
My heart is a beat and I am the drum
I'm harder to keep, but harder to sleep
I’m scared of the dark, I'm not gonna run
I'm harder to break, but harder to make
You get in my way, I'm drawing my blade
I'm not gonna play, I'm not for the games
I'm not gonna change, put that on my fam
Put that on my mum, put that on my sis
Put that on my niggas and all of my friends
Put that on my team, put that on my G's
I say what I mean, you already know
I'm harder to love but I’m harder to break
I'm the real, I’m not the fake
You should accept it, we make mistakes
But I know I sound insane
And to the fake
Don't call me your bro, don't call me no more, I call you a trick
I’m tired of the hate, I'm tired of the snakes
I'm tired of your face, you're all on my dick
You wanted me to fall, you wanted me to crawl
You wanted me to stall, you want me on drugs
You want me to fail, you want me in jail
They wantin' my soul, they wantin' my blood
I'm out for revenge, I'm out for the ends
I'm out for respect, I'm out for the crown
I'm out for the reign, they startin' to aim
I'm going insane, whats with my brain
I’m getting migraine I wanted to be safe
But I’m not saved, I don’t wanna live, I don’t wanna be alive
I wanted to die, wooo