[Part I]
[Verse]
I got a Dear John letter and this is what it said
Dear Mal, you know I love you and I wish you all the best
But this rap shits fake, I think it's gettin' to your head
Can't sleep, you're on my mind every time I go to bed
Got bags by my eyes 'cause I'm always upset
Comparin' myself to all these girls on the net
And I know you always told me they can never be a threat
But it still gets hard for me dealin' with the stress
She said you're focused on yourself, you're always leavin' me 'til last
But whеn you needed suttin', I'm the one you usеd to ask
'Cause your mates are all rats, you don't love me no more
You had me diggin' up shit
I'm gettin' on the bus so I can drop you off packs, just to help you get racks
Helped you go from nuttin' to a hundred grand stack
All I wanted was your love, I'm not with you for your cash
Bonnie and Clyde, you're supposed to have my back
It's like you're forgettin' I was there before the rap
And I'm glad you're doin' well, I'm puttin' Bootle on the map
But I can't even sleep, I go to work and can't relax
Not tryna make you feel bad, I'm just givin' you the facts
I've never been like this, I'm havin' panic attacks
But I'm not writin' just to tell you what I've done for you
She said I'm writin just to tell you that I'm done with you
You always told me you was gonna keep it real
But it's like you don't care when I tell you how I feel
I've even lost my appetite, I can't even eat a meal
You're obsessed with your phone and watchin' Instagram reels
And I know you worked hard tryna get yourself a deal
But you went and broke my heart in the process
I've waited for years and still you're not home yet
People come first and that's the shit I don't get
You're always listenin' to them like they know best
And I know you're banged up, doin' roll checks
I know you're locked in that cell and you get so stressed
But all I ever wanted was for you to come home
I'm in work all day just lookin' at my phone
For a call or a message but you leave me on my own
You got me feelin' all alone
When I tell you how I feel, you just think I'm tryna moan
You've got a cold heart like it's made out of stone
It's like you're not there, you're always in your own zone
I used to think it's 'cause you're stoned
It's probably from the jail or maybe you've got no soul
Got me feelin' like a fuck-up like I scored an own goal
Feelin' like I've been robbed and it's my heart that you stole
But everythin' I've ever done is out of love
I've had a fucked up past, you know it's hard for me to trust
Used to come on closed visits on the train or the bus
Just to see you through the glass, they didn't even let us touch
But I still came just to make you feel good
All I wanted was a hug, you've got me feelin' like a mug
And now I'm overthinkin' again
I stopped speakin' to the girls and goin' drinkin' again
And now I'm goin' through your Insta again
And I'm just sittin' here lookin' at your pictures again
I always tell you book a visit again
Your mixtapes doin' well and I'm happy you blew
But you're just focused on money, all I wanted was you
I'm paranoid, I'm always think that you're bangin' a screw
Deep down I know you hate them and I know it's not true
All I wanted was to hear you say ''I love you''
But you act like you never knew
I can't do it no more so keep doin' what you do
And don't write back because we're through
Don't write back because we're through
[Verse]
I got a Dear John letter and this is what it said
Dear Mal, you know I love you and I wish you all the best
But this rap shits fake, I think it's gettin' to your head
Can't sleep, you're on my mind every time I go to bed
Got bags by my eyes 'cause I'm always upset
Comparin' myself to all these girls on the net
And I know you always told me they can never be a threat
But it still gets hard for me dealin' with the stress
She said you're focused on yourself, you're always leavin' me 'til last
But whеn you needed suttin', I'm the one you usеd to ask
'Cause your mates are all rats, you don't love me no more
You had me diggin' up shit
I'm gettin' on the bus so I can drop you off packs, just to help you get racks
Helped you go from nuttin' to a hundred grand stack
All I wanted was your love, I'm not with you for your cash
Bonnie and Clyde, you're supposed to have my back
It's like you're forgettin' I was there before the rap
And I'm glad you're doin' well, I'm puttin' Bootle on the map
But I can't even sleep, I go to work and can't relax
Not tryna make you feel bad, I'm just givin' you the facts
I've never been like this, I'm havin' panic attacks
But I'm not writin' just to tell you what I've done for you
She said I'm writin just to tell you that I'm done with you
You always told me you was gonna keep it real
But it's like you don't care when I tell you how I feel
I've even lost my appetite, I can't even eat a meal
You're obsessed with your phone and watchin' Instagram reels
And I know you worked hard tryna get yourself a deal
But you went and broke my heart in the process
I've waited for years and still you're not home yet
People come first and that's the shit I don't get
You're always listenin' to them like they know best
And I know you're banged up, doin' roll checks
I know you're locked in that cell and you get so stressed
But all I ever wanted was for you to come home
I'm in work all day just lookin' at my phone
For a call or a message but you leave me on my own
You got me feelin' all alone
When I tell you how I feel, you just think I'm tryna moan
You've got a cold heart like it's made out of stone
It's like you're not there, you're always in your own zone
I used to think it's 'cause you're stoned
It's probably from the jail or maybe you've got no soul
Got me feelin' like a fuck-up like I scored an own goal
Feelin' like I've been robbed and it's my heart that you stole
But everythin' I've ever done is out of love
I've had a fucked up past, you know it's hard for me to trust
Used to come on closed visits on the train or the bus
Just to see you through the glass, they didn't even let us touch
But I still came just to make you feel good
All I wanted was a hug, you've got me feelin' like a mug
And now I'm overthinkin' again
I stopped speakin' to the girls and goin' drinkin' again
And now I'm goin' through your Insta again
And I'm just sittin' here lookin' at your pictures again
I always tell you book a visit again
Your mixtapes doin' well and I'm happy you blew
But you're just focused on money, all I wanted was you
I'm paranoid, I'm always think that you're bangin' a screw
Deep down I know you hate them and I know it's not true
All I wanted was to hear you say ''I love you''
But you act like you never knew
I can't do it no more so keep doin' what you do
And don't write back because we're through
Don't write back because we're through
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