​lost soul melody. ​unknxwn.

Think I need help but I won't ask
I feel so weak when I do that
I just hide myself in my lies
Don't even ask, I'll say I'm fine

But I know I'm not though
I'm nowhere near close
I don't think I ever will be
Think I'm immortal, I swear that she killed me

She say she didn't, but I know I feel it
I don't feel alive though, I wanna just end it
You ate my heart and you still don't seem finished
I had to block, can't see you in my mentions

The silence is so loud
I don't wanna go out
Thank you for inviting
But I'm feeling so down

I don't wanna go out
I'm feeling so down
My hopes getting low now
Body vacant, my soul's out
I can't take it, it's old now
Heart pacing, think I might be sick