With Care K.A.A.N.

[Verse 1]
I have decided, give into the violence
I'm doing this shit til I'm pushing up daisies, roses and violets
I'm out the asylum but tell 'em I'm whylin'
Isolated in my garden
I was gifted with the knowledge
I ain't do it for the dollars
Lord knows that I really be making deposits
Outta the box, I don't fit the composites
Calculated with the way that I move
Motivated, correlate with the groove
I'm a lost man but I'm breaking the room
I'm the Lochness living in the lagoon
Nigga tapped in, let my lyrics consume
I'm a mad man that's got nothing to lose
But something to prove but just to myself
Not no one else, I don't need help
I don't need titles, the fame or the wealth
And the way that I'm spitting it be by the mettle
It's a matter of time [?] in itself
I can see what I want and I know what I felt when I was at the bottom, feeling like I'm failed
Up in the air, off of the rails
I need a moment so I can exhale, eh
It feel good
I feel like I'm back
But how the fuck is you back when you never left