God’s Departure 156/Silence

I guess apathy has won
I left a blemish on my head from pushing a gun
The lowness never leaves
Let me be in my bullshit
I just want to leave
I don't fucking enjoy this life

Lost the count of qualms that I hold from my friends
I don't want to call, I don't want to concern them
I know that I'm wrong, I don't fucking deserve them
Agony, agony follow me
Look at my indiscretions
Pull apart the pieces that resemble my peace with all of that has gone
All my love has aborted
I know that I'm flawed, I won't ever be perfect

God ignored him
I wish for death 'cause I feel like a burden
Every time my mind is left alone I desert it
I pray to God but I mustn't be important enough

God has gone

Isolating me, I succumb
I see everything falling apart as abysmal distortions
Forcing empathy as we must
Confessing my grief, nothing helps
Isolating me, I succumb
I see everything falling apart as abysmal distortions
Forcing empathy as we must
Confessing my grief, nothing helps
Isolating me, I succumb