Long Drive Home Ugly Heroes

[Intro]
Suppose you could look ahead like you said
You suppose you could figure what I’m gonna be like in a few years
That’s not hard
Judging by the way you’re going, your life will end up just being a drifter
Maybe even a bum
A bum?

[Red Pill]
This fucking buzz is wearing off
I'm preparing for the worst sick of staring at these walls
And I should go to bed, I need a fucking shower
I'm suppose to be at work in just a couple hours
Instead I'm pouring whisky-sour
Thinking this entire planet isn't ours
No matter what they say. We see the shift in power
Compare the digits in the bank to yours
So wonder what we should be thankful for?
These student loans, this stupid phones
I rarely even answer, peoples wonder what I do at home
I sit around with Captain, eat and drink a lot
Cause I don't like to think a lot
Cause when I think a tend to get myself in trouble
My blood pressure doubles
An anxiety is coupled
With not so subtle hint to try to tell me
What I'm doing isn't healthy
When people try to help
I just tell them "go to hell"
Let me worry about myself