Feel King Iso (Ft. Matt Phoenix & Tech N9ne)

[Intro: King Iso]
Ay, Matt, I had this idea
You know I tried to sober up and shit you know... And um...
It didn't last too long but I had this idea, that kinda went like this
Hold up

[Chorus: King Iso]
I think that I just got that feel again
Put down the drink and drugs so I could feel again
Now I can feel
Everything I was numbing
So I couldn't feel nothing
Now I feel like a kid again
Kid again, kid again

[Verse 1: King Iso]
Wasn't even a teen yet
Before I started puffing on that green, yup
Ain't get to live a long lifetime before I seen death
Wasn't Rue before 21, euphoria seems next
I had a MD2020 MDMA in my hand
Young and fucking on grown women before I grew to be a man
Sneaking into bars, doing shows in the bathroom coked out with the fans
Had school the next day, showed up with a pistol in my pants, say!
Someone need to come and get 'em, fam
I was sliding on 'em like what's in the pan
Do you know what feel like to kill a man
Tried to overdose, but God had bigger plans
Skipping school and parked the whip and jam
Watching OGs shaving down and kill a gram
I been smoking Mary since a little lamb
Two injections in me, 50 milligrams
Forced to me by a doctor, he a middle man
They became a Big Pharm, taking over little land
It can be hereditary, thinking 'bout your little man
Turn us to a zombie, I just wanna be a citizen
They be trying to stabilize the head inside us, maybe I don't want you thinking for me
Imma sit and I forget a Xan
Never learned to hear what I'm feeling, I'm in the mental ward chilling
Floating you without the sickness cause I don't give a damn (sheesh!)
Two of my sons are in therapy now and it's scaring me how all of it expands
I ain't selfish, man I sobered up, out on tour on the bros I spent fifty bands
Didn't drink for months or even have a blunt and then I felt the urge to kill again
Guess who I'm suppressing since an adolescent just woke up and needs a lending hand because...