Burned at Both Ends Motionless in White

There's nothing left now that doesn't come from suffering
Victims of time, we're defined by our history
Forever lost, and now
I don't know who the fuck I have become

Where has my life gone?

I'm holding on to a life I'll never get back
It's too hard to let go
I'm on the right train but the wrong tracks
Trying not to derail

Nothing is like it was before
I know not who I am anymore
Chasing something that's behind me
When will I be set free?

So what is left of this life that's in front of me?
Is there a future when you only see in memories?
When every loss, every beauty
Just reminds you of the past

How can you just let go?

I'm holding on to a life I'll never get back
It's too hard to let go
I'm on the right train but the wrong tracks
Trying not to derail