I Wish Tom MacDonald

[Intro]
I wish I wasn't fat, I wish I wasn't gay
I wish I wasn't black, I wish that I was brave
I wish, I wish, I wish with every candle on the cake
That I could quit doin' these drugs, but I can't and I'm afraid
I wish that I was smart, I wish that I was rich
I wish it wasn't hard for me to grow up and forgive
I wish that I could help, I wish I wasn't sick
I wish that I was Tom MacDonald, I'd be just like him

[Verse 1]
I wish I wasn't sober, I miss it when the party wasn't over
Happiness was right around the corner
Every single night was like the best one of our lives, now we're older
The good old days are out of reach, I wish that they were closer
I wish I wasn't anxious, and I wish I could fast forward
And I wish that I could rewind, but they don't make that controller
I wish the nights were longer, and I wish the days were shorter
And I wish that I could sleep enough to maintain my composure
I feel crazy, I wish that I was normal
I wish that I could kill myself, but also be immortal
Take me to the oracle, I heard that time is borrowed
Can you give me back my yesterdays? I'll give you my tomorrows
Forget all of my morals and just live like I cannot remember sorrow
Before all of the tattoos and the cornrows
I was different, I was happy, I was calmer, I was young and full of hormones
Now I'm wishing for a time machine, I'd step into that portal and be gone