Been a While HONESTAV

[intro]
Yeah

[Chorus]
Its been a while since I found you
It’s been a while since you left


I’ve waited
Yeah, I

[Chorus]
Its been a while since I found you
It’s been a while since you left
I always feel like I’m around you
I still don’t believe that you dead
It’s been a while since I beat on your chest
Been a while since I gave you my breath
Been a while ran my hands through you hair
It’s been a while since I wished I was there
I can’t leave like you did, though I’m burning myself
But I don’t bleed like you did, I’m still hurting myself

[verse x]
I hope that you know it’s still killing us all
Can’t learn to stand if you scared you gon’ fall
I’m still fighting all these demons
I thought I saw you in the hall
You didn’t think when you died, that it would kill me too
You ain’t only kill yourself, you fucking killed me too
Fuck am I supposed to do?
My nephew don’t know shit about you
Fuck am I supposed to say?
If he asks me how I found you
Fuck you, I hate you, gon’ whoop on your ass
Fuck bro I miss how I sound when you laugh
Fuck you a pussy, you make me so mad
I miss how I sound when you were yelling dad
I miss how I sound when you were yelling mom
I miss how you’d love me when I would do wrong
Miss how you’d love me when I would do wrong
I miss how you’d love me when I would do wrong