C’mon, Just Praise Me For Living, Please! (もう生きてるだけで褒めて頂戴) JubyPhonic

Can I just live an easy life?
Why can't I simply laugh at all the stupid little things?
How do I keep people by me?
Running around, these wishes repeat
Pain in the ass, yeah
Sick of this trash, man
Probably maladapted to this life, do you think?
Heard that a surgery might help
So I can feel that happy feeling...

And yet I'm breathing still today, waiting for a sign
Telling me I'm worthy of love
Still I couldn't help, hating who I am
And holding out both hands
Know that I've gotta learn to adore me more
Telling myself I'm enough
Ah!

Pat my head, I did no wrong, gave it my all
C'mon, can someone just commend me for living this long?
Self-esteem is shattered, say it's all a fad
Or that I'm trying to brag!
Just stop, no more "there there," as if you care
C'mon, I've tried to stay alive but I'm so goddamn tired after it all
No more please, you're all amazing
Although the flattery is fake and life is bad, that's the truth, huh?