Contradiction NAV

[Pre-Chorus]
Saving for my future kid's tuition
Fuckin' hoes, I tell myself, "Can't trust these bitches"
Multimillion visions coming to fruition
Still complainin' about how I'm livin'

[Chorus]
I'm a livin' contradiction
Poppin' pills, but I say I'm not addicted
I'm a livin' contradiction
I got everythin', still feel like somethin's missing

[Verse 1]
I've been doing alright, focused on my riches
Never losing sight, won't fight over no bitches
Everything they say I couldn't do, I did it
You can't crack a joke with me, who are you kidding?
You ask too many questions, mind your business
You the type that would testify as a witness
Show me love, I know you hate me from a distance
Got it on my own and I don't need assistance
You only come around me 'cause I'm on
But you the first to disappear when something's wrong
Are you down for me or not, what are you on?
These pills ain't free so don't worry about what I'm on