IF YOU FIND ME GONE Black Dresses

Devi:
Big sister makes a face like a dog kept in a cage
She'll fly away on wings of honey and mayonnaise
Floors all scratched up from pushing stuff around
Head aching
Repainting the apartment for the second time since mama died
But it still sorta just looks the same
I know that I'm the evil one
That I make you think of her
Even still, I gotta keep moving on with my life
Glowing eyes watch me in the dark
Laughing at little doggies pissing in her vegetable garden
But we're a family, so wе ate the salad anyways

Rook:
One yеar to the day since I thought about death as a real thing
Late spring in pajamas, doing calisthenics on the fire escape
Neighbors seeing us kiss, double-taking at the buzzer names
Like "Wait, aren't those what's-her-name's kids?"
But it's none of their business

Summer came around
Somehow stuck behind the clouds
Trash TV way too loud
You can't fall asleep without the sound