American horror story Gothlovee

[Verse]
Get-getting high off the paint
All-all I feel is pain
Kill myself on the train
Sui-suicide, babe
My life is so fake
I'm gonna cut open my face
With a big fuckin' blade
Yeah, I just wanna play
Jesus Christ loves me
Will you fuck me, honey?
I want the fuckin' money
Cutting is so lovely
My wrists are always bloody
Stab-stab me, it's so funny
Murder 'cause I'm ugly
I-I don't care, it's funny

[Verse]
I just want death
Bodies in my bed
Text my fuckin' ex, tell-tell
Her she's fucking next
I'm off the fucking Xan's
No one cares I'm dead
I'm on AHS
Yeah-yeah, I'm a nеrvous wreck