Heavy Kiana Ledé (Ft. Jenifer Lewis)

[Verse 1: Kiana Ledé]
I don't got my priorities straight
Don’t know who I'm gonna be today
I'm no victim, but I deal with shit on the daily
Something pullin’, I can't get away
Never livin' outside of my head
I don't like showin' weakness, so I always fake it

[Chorus: Kiana Ledé]
Maybe some day, I will gain composure
Maybe when I'm older, I'm scared, I'm scared, I’m scared
’Cause something feels like it's weighing me down
It takes control, turns my faith into doubt
Even when it’s all workin' out
I'm on my feet, then I pull out the ground
So heavy, oh

[Verse 2: Kiana Ledé]
And when you lay up, damn, I feel needy
I just can't take it if it ain’t you who love me when I naked
Fuck all my problems, wish I could show 'em
Don't feel that, don't feel that, don't feel that wavy
I can't get up in the mornin', it's too hard if I even try it
You ain't here to tell me turn my anxiety into excitement

[Chorus: Kiana Ledé]
Maybe one day, I will gain composure
Maybe when I'm older, I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared
'Cause something feels like it's weighing me down, yeah
It takes control, turns my faith into doubt
Even when it's all workin' out
I'm on my feet, then I pull out the ground