Negative Lil Xtra

[Intro: Lil Xtra, ?]
My psycho panic tendencies, they seem to get the best of me
I'd love to break your heart
You [?] just stay
[?]
Hey, yeah

[Verse 1]
I thought you knew me
I thought that you knew I was fucked up
I told you over and over
All you would give me was tough love
When I was going through my worst
When I thought the only way out was a hearse
Everyone thinks that I’m so down to earth
But I know the power I hold in my words
They’re always so negative
I don’t want to be negative
I want you to know that you’re relevant
That you mattеr and you’ll get ahead of it
That you can get past thе impediment
That you’re made of more than just sediment
I know it’s rough with your parents, but
You got a chance of repairing it
I thought you knew me
You acted like you could see through me
I couldn’t believe you would actually choose me
I didn’t feel right for a month
You asked me to put up a front
Like why are you keeping this secret
Who are you hiding me from
I’ll do whatever you want
I know it’s never enough
I was up wishing for death again
Mom gets upset when I bring that shit up
But this isn’t fair to me
It’s fucking embarrassing
Ask where you were and you lied
I couldn’t do this to you if I tried