LOOK AT ME NA Damedot

[Intro]
(Jose the Plug)

[Verse 1]
I had niggas look down on me like I wasn't nothin'
My heart cold, it need an oven
Get talked about by my own cousins
Betrayed and backstabbed by my brothers
Bitches barely had a life to live, actin' like they somethin'
I had opened up myself to some people that I shouldn't
Said she would, but she wouldn't, claimin' that she love me
Put my shit on hold for a bitch that wasn't for me
How we gon' be a team if you only here to judge me?
Caught a couple cases, lost a couple close friends
I been through the storm, thinkin' when is shit gon' end?
Lost it all, got it right back, I'm built like a champ
I got played when I gave niggas shirts off my back
I hear time after time I'm too this, I'm too that
But I'm real and I'm stamped, how you love that?
I gave niggas my last and I never got a slug back
Niggas dick-ridin', I remember when they used to laugh
Hoes didn't wanna give me play, now I wouldn't even give a bitch the time of day
Used to be real close, but it fade away
Thank the man above for my mistakes 'cause it made me who I am today
Every day I pray, but I still'll send you to the gates
Every day I wake, ask the Lord why niggas gotta hate
Put my own food on my plate, they wonder what I make
I seen this year to date in '08, I been seen the play
I been gettin' the pape', niggas should do the same, huh